its crazy that FB makes it so easy to find people that you haven't talked to in forever. back in the day. like, jr high... thats crazy throwback... anyway. my mom would run these afterschool programs, korean schools, summer schools, and of course i was always there too. a) because i love my mommy b) im pretty sure she ran them so that she could keep a check on me. but thats another blog that i will hopefully post soon. anyway.
girls. i was always on the older side. for some reason, i was always on the older side. my mom apparently likes to work with younger children. so i was always a TA or whatever. most of the kids ended up being roughly my brothers age. this may have a lot to do with why i am the way i am now... lol. it doesn't quite answer why im not that fond of people in my year, but i guess it does explain why im so fond of the younger.
so anyway. over the years, i remember that there were a couple girls that i found to be really cute. the oldest of them was at least two years younger than me. back then, i was in 8th grade and they were like, in 5th or something. i was graduating middle school and they were graduating elementary. thats ridiculous. even now some people think its not all that kosher... well whatever.
i remember there was this one boy that they all used to have a crush on. it was either John Ahn or my brother i think. what did that leave for me? i couldn't really do much but be nice and just be an older brother. hahaha.
now why do i bring this up... knowing full well that im gonna get people using this as a ref to call me a pedo, BECAUSE PEOPLE JUST WON'T SADFKASD QUIT...
-ahem- excuse me.
i bring these things up because years later, i have come back into contact with such people. its funny that when we talk, the very first things they'll say is, oh you were so nice to me back then. haha. its pretty cool that i get another chance to talk to them. that when im older and the both of us are more mature that we would be given an oppertunity to meet again. i mean sure we could've dated back then, broken up of course and whatever. OR. i could just have been nice, and when the time was more appropriate, meet them again. not saying that i'm going to go out and pursue everyone that i used to think was cute, but its just so interesting to re-meet people like that.
i'm also surprised at how many people have found dancing as a common interest...
and oh yeah, if you haven't guessed, this morning i got a FB message from someone i haven't talked to in years. =) i'll probably meet her when i go back to nyc for that really awesome one week break... also interestingly enough, guys don't do this. i haven't gotten a message from a little boy that i haven't talked to in a long time. not important.
ok, too tired to keep my eyes open any longer. gnite.
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